The perfect catch 22. I may be kidding myself if I hold a point of view that others will argue against because I feel I am not kidding myself, yet the very act of feeling I am not kidding myself means I must be kidding myself to those whose arguments I disagree with. No way out unless I agree. Hmm. One day maybe the truth of it all will be learnt from Tisdale.Kidding yourself could be that you know something different but are denying it, or it could be fixing upon a viewpoint or outcome and refusing to hear or look at anything that may prove that viewpoint or outcome to be untrue therefore fooling (kidding) yourself that you are correct.